[[MORE]]It’s a terrible feeling when you realize you’ve done all you can to help yourself but you still aren’t better
[[MORE]]desperation drowns out sensibility…all too frequently.
[[MORE]]apparently my old elementary school in plano had a reunion of which i was not informed about. i love hearing about reminiscent events
[[MORE]]my mother told me to not get too close or attached to anyone because I’ll end up becoming a burden to them always. People should really watch what they say, because that’s one statement that’s stuck with me for my life
[[MORE]]I don’t want to be distant anymore. I want to be close and vulnerable with people. I want to know people and I want people to know me.
[[MORE]]I just counted…I have approximately 13 little black moles on my face…
[[MORE]]lately i’ve felt something painfully lacking in my life
[[MORE]]I haven’t been on in forever. It’s been one physical ailment after another wisdom teeth recovery pain Virus infection sickness wisdom teeth infection wisdom teeth infection numero dos
LA, here I come.
[[MORE]]waiting to hear back from Berkeley. If i don’t get in, UCLA will probably be where I end up. So many mixed feelings. I have strong attachments here but I want to expand my horizons. Change shakes me up pretty violently. It wouldn’t be so bad if my family were staying here, but they’re moving to California too…
I don’t think I’ve ever been this miserable.
[[MORE]]I knew that wisdom teeth extraction was an uncomfortable experience, but no one ever mentioned the relentless nausea, fever, and vomiting:(
[[MORE]]This is the second time I’ve had a nightmare about a school shooting…
[[MORE]]part of me wishes I were more social; part of me likes how i spend my time alone- the way I allow the days to just blur together with no rush, no sense of urgency, just relaxation. and then the prolonged solitude shifts into restless anxiety…I still need some way to use my energy. I can’t just let it circulate while sitting doing nothing-that’s what causes the anxiety....